the fact that I am finally blogging again ( I know it took forever) hahaha :)
5 months after hurricane IKE we are back in our home!!!
2 days ago was kyle's 1 year corrected birthday
2 days ago was also 1 year from the day we brought him home from the hospital
and most unbelievable of all - Kyle has officially passed his sleep study and is off of oxygen, and has been recommended to come off all monitors (apnea and pulse ox!) I'm a hair nervous about letting go of those!
It just seems hard to believe but it really is true - 15 months ago all hell broke lose... figuratively speaking (I think). and hear i am - over a year later - looking around, sometimes surveying the damage but mostly grateful. For so long I never thought I could get here. I can not say honestly yet that I am grateful for all that has happened. But I am grateful for who I am now - for how I am changing. For the lives that have been threaded into mine - for those I am so grateful.
each day brings me closer to realizing that I don't have to wait for some milestone to be living my dream but that this is my dream. :)
I am so enjoying every day in our new house with 3 VERY rowdy little boys! pics soon - and i learned how to fix my videos - i'll up load some soon - these kids are FUUUUNNNNNYYYY!